With a constantly changing music industry, it seems to me that no one should be telling others—“You can’t do that.” When I am told I can’t do something, I usually get depressed for a few minutes, and then an uncontrollable fire rises inside me, and I do what I need to do to prove that person wrong. Case in point—as a kid I had a strong desire to play an instrument. I didn’t care what instrument. Just get an instrument in my hands. My young parents placed a clarinet in my hands in the sixth grade. My peers had two years on me. I had to catch up. I practiced like a fool. By eighth grade I had passed by them. Then came high school. I had a private teacher one summer from Oberlin College. She told me I would never be a great player because of my overbite. After being depressed for a few minutes, I drove myself to practice every day for 45 minutes. Each year my scores at All State and other festival auditions improved. My senior year I received the highest score at All State and next to the highest at the New England Festival auditions. There. Take that private teacher from Oberlin!! As a music educator in three different school systems spanning over 33 years I have had success despite the fact that the administrators in my interviews doubted that I had enough backbone to go up against teenagers. And now, as I immerse myself in a new career—in a different music world—I know there are doubters out there. In fact, there are some who say, “You can’t do that.” After my few minutes of self-doubt, that same old fire rises within and I say, “Watch me!” With this constantly changing music industry, one must try what their gut feels. If it works, it’s a bonus. If it doesn’t, try something else. No one can predict what the next trend will be. We keep on “keeping on” and hope we will cut through the noise triumphant!
Friday, June 25, 2010
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"So expensive to tour!"
Blog 3—May 26, 2010
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